Brokenhearted

Today is suppose to be my special day.. Had been for months.. But not anymore.. Am I sad? yes, definitely.. My heart ache, my tears fall.. I wish I could change everything back to normal.. Just like before.. Being loved by him.. Each and everyday, I fall for him.. Not less.. But growing each day.. Why? I'm wondering too.. I wish I know.. *sigh* I wish you remember..