Sunday!

Yesterday's one of the best day I had at school.. 21st May, one of my friend's birthday.. Firstly, we sang birthday song for him during GP class..Then, we had plan to make a surprise for him.. It was quite well actually.. He was blushing!! and the funniest part is, he broke the knife when he cut the cake! xD

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND!

Exam Fever?

FEVER ATTACK!!!

Mahn~~ I can't stand with these flu and cough... But~~ InsyaAllah, getting better soon.. hee... Yesterday I had my GEO Exam... It was... Average... Easy but hard.. Just worry about careless thingy... :( But, I did my best!

Next exam : Bio 1 & 2, Socio 1 & 2 and GP... So only 5 papers left... "only"... -___-

Umm~~ let see.. What else? *thinking* Oh yeah~ School stuff, I guess? School's great... But~ well... Teenagers life are not easy as seen! hihi.. Anyway~~ I'm so addicted to one Chinese Drama "The Little Nyonya"... It's so great, i mean, for me.. *cough* Gonna have more rest... (;

"If you love someone, let them go.. If they don't come back, they are never meant to be yours" <3

Daddy's Poem

This is one of the saddest poems that I ever read.. ;')

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone
to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her
mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down, staring
straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far.
You see he was a policeman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once
filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the
love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never
too far.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an
hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then
an entire life to forget them.

Don't worry, Be Happy (;

Tonight I'm a lil bit emo.. Maybe because of something (which I don't have to tell here!).. heee... Wanna get ready for Geo Exam this Friday... Wish me luck!! <3

Today, I made a lot of mistakes.. I made people more angry and sad.. I'm just... Not me, today.. Really... Don't know why... Hope I'll feel better tomorrow.. aite? (; Oh yeah~ tomorrow, there's a 'Book Fair' at school.. Gonna bring $$$... hihi... Perhaps there's something interesting there, who knows? ^_^

"Behind my smiles, there are tears.. Behind my laughter, there are sorrows.. But I'll pretend everything is fine because that's the best thing I can do.." ;)

CHECK THIS OUT!! (Games yg menghina Islam)

I love my daddy

REMINDER: Don't forget to check your text to make sure whether you're already send the text or not.. ;)

Here's a poem I made about 2 years ago, for my Beloved Father... <3

Ayah,
kau adalah cahaya hidupku,
bagaikan sang mentari yang sentiasa menyinari hari-hariku..

Ayah,
kau adalah panduan hidupku,
kau bimbing diriku ke jalan yang benar,
jauhi diriku dari tersesat..

Betapa ku merindui,
gelak tawamu,
senyumanmu yang mengisi kekosongan hatiku..

Air mata tak berhenti mengalir,
menangisi pemergianmu,
tiada di sisimu sewaktu kau menghembuskan nafas terakhir,
namun ku sedar, setiap manusia pasti akan kembali kepadaNya.. 

Ku redha dengan pemergianmu
dan kini ku hanya mampu brdoa,
agar rohmu selamat
dan di tempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman..

Glee!!

GLEE is AWESOME!!!! ;p Can't wait for the next episode... hihi.. Really love the song "Get It Right" and "Loser Like Me" by Glee Cast... <3

P/S : I don't know where I stand with you and I don't what I mean to you.. All I know is that every time I see you, I just wanna be with you.. ;)

Bad Day -.-'

Today is just one of the WORST day of my life.. :/ Everything I did today is just.... Not right!! Atu salah, ane salah.. -.- Alhamdulillah my BIO practical, i did my best... Walaupun nda confident sgt but at least buat yg terbaik.. Just now, sampai rumah around 6.45... EXTREMELY TIRED right now.. :(

Gonna cheer myself up with COKE, COOKIES AND GLEE!!!! ;p haha... Ummm~ lets see... Next exams : Geo, Bio 1&2, Socio 1&2 and GP... Gonna do my best... Wish me luck!

"Mendapatkan sesuatu yg kita inginkan bukanlah mudah tetapi tidak mustahil.." - quoted ;)

1st Day ;)

Hey hey~ First off.. I just made this new blog (don't know why), for fun, I guess? ;D Okie~ Tomorrow BIO PRACTICAL EXAM, finish at 6.30 pm!!!! Mahn~ haha... Well, just hope it's gonna be easy, AMIN.. hee... Oh yeah~ tadi brabis full with GOSSIPS!! Panas panas! ;p Nanti2 ceta... Study dulu <3 ;)

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!! (^^,)